Tak sabar!

Hampir seminggu dah, tak sabar nak jumpe. Fewwwit. Lagi beberapa jam dapat la jumpe. Yeay!!!! X sabar. (^_^)

Lalala~

Sape yang rase x suka dengan entry nih, xyah la baca. Sakit kepala jer baca kisah2 means gurl dalam dunia politik wanita nih.huhu.Okayh. Kalau masih mahu membaca, you're welcome.Ker tak ada orang baca langsung?? hahaha. Biarkan. Just nak flashback and luah perasaan my bitter moment with a backstabber!

They might say they're your 'best friends' , but the moment your back is turned, they lie about you to others. No one wants to be hurt in this way, but how do deal with them?The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.

I don't rely on the backstabber for anything; even the tiniest of things. In this way,I will avoid situations where I owe her a favor. This technique takes patience, practice and goes completely against your better nature. The backstabber will get the hint and move on the next sucker/victim.


Huh...setelah hampir beberapa tahun kisah terjadi...wahhhh gitu. (chatt~)..baru sekarang terluah.hahaha. sebab nyer? Am I an outspoken person or a person that bottle things up?

I'm one of those people who bottle things up and just one day explode. On these days, I either scream my head off at the person I had the most problems with, or I just cry and cry in my bed for hours. Very unhealthy way to release anger.. and I gotta change that about myself.

But sometimes,It's according to how passionately I feel about the subject. If it is something that really gets under my skin, I'll let loose, and be a bit too outspoken. But if it is trivial enough to let it go, then that's what I do, and then I end up blowing up over the trivial things that I have let go for so long.But I am very outspoken if someone gets in my personal space and/or shows disrespect towards me or my loved ones.

Dealing with backstabbers, there was one thing I learned. They're only powerful when you got your back turned.One thing for sure, I started turning back be one of your friends,I tried to be far...FAR AWAY from her.I also do not tell them any secret that I want kept hidden, as they will tell it to another one of their "friends" the moment it will gain them something.Treat her like I would any other snake. Be polite when in her area but keep to the path, and maintain my distance.I don't talk to the backstabbers friends, they could be spies.Maybe some people aren’t meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some are just passing through to teach us a lesson.Sometimes people build you up just to knock you down...wah kemain nak emo lagi aku citer...ahhaha.


Huh,malas layan orang macam ni..kadang-kadang tuh, Nua terpaksa dengar keluhan hati ni.Nua kata biar kan je ayg..abg ada kan..=p xpon dia cepat-cepat tukar tajuk.. haha sweet jer kan. Terus tenang. Tiba-tiba..haha. Love him so much.mwahh.

LoveLin
mwahhhh~

I'm striving for a sun

Hmmm....

Perasaan bercampur baur.Everything yang I've planned away behind the scheduled...I think, all of this happened sbb I unsure to choose the right path.. I realize, I just need more time to decide about the right things to do. Xnak la benda ni semua jadi macam a life sentence plak.

Okayh.Breath in...breath out..

Now I pretty sure what I want.Hence,nak start semua balik dgn semangat baru.Hopefully, kali ni ada luck.(^_~). Harini, online mcm ada a few benda yang nampak its a good opportunity. Masa mencari...masa betol2 dah confirm tau hati nak ape..peluang trus ada depan mata...a few... I repeat not only one, tapi...a few... its just like once in a lifetime opportunity..Miracle..and nothing impossible..

Kali ni,just cuba...beza nya..kali nih cuba dengan hati betul2 nak peluang macam tu..x mcm sebelum nih..unsure about everythings. Tgk la ada rezeki atau tak..=) Kalau xda rezeki, mesti ada yang lain.. Besides,ada a few months lagi..hope i will make it..

LoveLin

No fair!

I miss u already ='(
I know its good 4 you..your career n your future...
huhu tapi rindu la..
t.c my dear..love u and miss you so much..











* picture xda kena mengena ngan post. haha.