My Wish List : Picture

I couldnt wait for this coming 1st January 2012 (^_~). Why? Why? As it would be my another big day..It is one of the big day that was in "My Wish List : Picture"

1. Graduation Day

I dreams to have a picture of me and my boyfriend together with my family. This was the first ever "picture" that i dreams of since i was a kid. Meaning to say..since i was a kid.. I really want to have a Degree and at the same time hopefully I could find true love at university.I would say, I want to meet a guy that I would have a damn crush on him..that could make me miss him all day long. Haha. Not to mention that I also dreams about the all the other details about him..ngada kan..hee I always imagine to have a boyfriend yg lebih tua dari i so that he would be more mature than me.. Other than that, hopefully dapat yang good looking (hehe..biasa la masa kecik2 nak laki handsome je mcm artis korea).. He must be the one that serious in a relationship..looking forward about marriage..bukan yang macam budak2 couple beberape bulan..pastu bosan break up!  ..I guess im luckiest person... tadaa.....hehe okayh i know mengada kan...

2. Getting Engage 

Getting engage with the same guy that in the picture masa i graduate tuh. Crazy huh?! Mengada kan? Kuat berangan? Yup..yup..sy mengaku..(-_-") But guess what.. i presume it will come true on this coming 1st January 2012 next year. (^_~). InsyaAllah. 

Bukan sebab apa..bila nak di pikirkan..sy mmg mharap bercinta dgn seseorang yg ikhlas nk memperisterikan sy...(okayh gedix..mcm ayat novel!) Memang dari dlu mharap biarla org tu will be a person that i will call my fiancee.. my future husband..Sbb sy kalau bercinta mmg syg kn org tuh 200%.. Padahal ramai nasihat...kalau syg biarlah 80% jer...yg 20% tuh simpan untuk diri sendiri supaya tak kecewa.. Honestly, dah try...mmg xboleh...hahaha. Kecewa? Nope anymore..Since someone walked into my life showed me why it doesnt worked with someone else.. :) Someone that i call my future fiancee. Couldnt imagine that ur the one..It will be the day that make my reality damn more sweeter than a dreams..InsyaAllah, kalau jodoh ada..kita akan bersatu.. I believe Jodoh itu rahsia Teragung Nya.. If ur not the one... I believe..God knows what His doing... rite..? =) 

I hope for the best..
xoxo

1st Nov 2011

Menganggur for about 6 months right after my graduation day.Felt like a loser. Moreover, bila dgr most of my classmate already got job.Happy for them, tapi bila tgk diri sendiri.. haiyak ...damn life was hard at that time.

Later on, after six month. Im starting my career as a Management Associate at Malaysian Industrial Finance Berhad (MIDF). I've been there for training about 6 months.My life pretty hectic then, as i tried so hard to embrace with the new environment, with my boss, with my team mate and also my colleague.Tried so hard to understand the industry, the client, the business, the credit paper etc. Life never been easy at that time. After two month i've been jadi Management Associate, i've been thinking a lot about resigning.Ye la, bila satu masa terasa down giler...

Especially when i came out with my very first project paper. Kena hentam bagai nak rak by the credit committee which all of them are the top management. Mane nak letak muka masa tuh. Even my immediate bos at that time pon kata, that was his first time kena hentam teruk just because trying so hard to defense my paper. 

Now, i dont even believe i could stay long enough. I almost want to cry bila teringat that moments. However, i always remember advise  from vice president ..."When ur working here fazlin, one advise from me, never give up!"   Thus, i tried so hard to belayar bersama2 captain of the "ship". Ching..Ching.. Whateva. Finally, right after that. My team won for the best team for last year..wink..wink.. So, our team dapat pergi Company Trip..(anyway, for some reason i cancelled everything and tak ikot pon that trip haha).

At that point of time, mula semangat about career. Berangan dapat confirmed as a staff. Berangan lagi pasal high salary...$$$$$$$...more than RM5k..bonus...bonanza...Then, berangan lagi about the title la konon nye..Acc Manager... (Masa nih, mula tidak berpijak pada bumi yang nyata).

Careerwise, memang best.Lupa diri. Yet i sedar lupa diri.hahaha.Reason why? Most of the people there were competitive.Most of the acc manager were young, at the age of 24-27 years old. Not to mentoned, there were from different education background including engineering and law. Pelik kan. Lupa kan pasal pointer. Why? Nak lepas interview pon susah, kena at least 3.5 and above or first class degree. Then, tiba2 ada kena wat essay la bagai.

Lepas jadi confirmed staff, i got new team, new boss and new collueage. Just three of us. My VP bg nama girls power since ada sorang lagi new trainee perempuan masuk my team.Life been so easy as my new team member especially my boss semua sempoi...and sap..sap..soi cara kerja dorang senang nak ikut rentak...However........

Now, its been a year I'm working at MIDF. Since jadi Acc Mngr kat situ......

Workload...stress...workload...stress...exhausted...

Careerwise its a good place. But then, since i was a kid..i want a be a housewife..heee...meaning to say, once i get green light untuk berhenti keja. It will be my pleasure. Tapi...tapi...dan tapi....teringat2...Macam xpercaya dulu all the 3 important people defend me giler2 utk ensure i jadi confirmed staff..kalau dorang tahu i nak resign..one sentence sure punya akan i dengar....

U A LIAR!!!!!!!

p/s: sy suka post and edit post lebih sepuluh kali...hahaha

xoxo

Can Do or Not ?

1. Exercise (Skipping 25x / Dumbbell 50x / Crunch Trainer 100x / Rubber Band 25x )

2. Dinner + Yogurt

3. Shower

4. GNC + Milk (1st Intake Before 10pm)

5. Multivitamin

6. Exercise - (Skipping 25x / Dumbbell 50x / Crunch Trainer 100x / Rubber Band 25x )

7. GNC + Milk (2nd Intake After 10pm)

Two things..

1) Trust
2) Learn to let go your personal preferences..

Career

Successful people are simply those with successful habits. If you want to be successful, find someone who has achieved the results you want and copy what they do and you'll achieve the same results.

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you want to be successful, it's just this simple. Know what you are doing. Love what you are doing. And believe in what you are doing.If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

I believe that being successful means having a balance of success stories across the many areas of your life. You can't truly be considered successful in your career life if your love life is in shambles.

- OL