14 April 2012 ; Sy merepek :)

The Company
* Type - Partnership. (FOREVER)
* ONLY TWO Shareholder.
* Final say by the Director :)
* Subsidiaries? Bukan pada tahun pertama. I guess tahun ke 2. 
* Director - patient ; Sleeping partner ; would not resign.

The Company direction? (^_^)

Awak minta dua benda dari sy utk tahun pertama.. & eternity.

1. 5.30 ;Nyummy
2. Barney song ; ( ALL )

Sy minta dua bnda dari awk & eternity.

1. 5 times per day.
2. Cost

p/s: not as an employee & employer.. cant change to Berhad, at all!, I would not resign. ;p

p/s II: Last few weeks, bad things happen (x-c dent, popped that statement ---> nonetheless, its end with beautiful things ;

Awk kata tak susah pon, that was the basic only..

Than, awk  pgg tgn saya ; mata  awk pandang bawah, awak kata awk syg sy..  :)

Life

You are so unprofessional. I would not show my true feelings & expression in front of your faces. Right, I'm proud of myself that i brave enough to step up and take responsibility as well as the accountability.Rather than be coward. Eventhough other person should be responsible. Eventhough all of  you are aware that all this time I was the only one that step up & help them. Eventhough  all of u  know  that  I choose to take the blame. Who cares right and for those that really love drama. Now ur laughing at other people... though, please take a look at yourself..after more than 20 years u are heading no where right?

Our Engagement Day - A picture worth a thousand words.. :)

Sarung Cincin

With my mom

The rings

...

p/s: I would upload more picture.....;)

Dare to dreams..! I felt that nothing is impossible right now..:)

Thanks to all my family.. Especially to my mom & my abh.. and my siblings :) Melihat my own family always be there.. melayan kehendak & angan2 saya..yer sy tau sometime its ridiculous..malu pon ada..hee tapi.. InsyaAllah, dgn izin Tuhan... 

Tapi..I would say..

Deep down inside..Sy berdoa it would be Majlis that brings us Rahmat yg mcurah2 dr Nya.. Serta restu kedua org tua sy.. restu kedua org tua si dia.. restu dari kedua2 keluarga kami... 

Deep down inside.. Sy berdoa & berharap ..Ia yg terbaik buat kami.. 

Deep down inside.. Sy berdoa & berharap.. Sy menjadi yg terakhir.. Dunia & Akhirat.. 

Deep down inside.. Sy berdoa & berharap.. Dia juga yg terakhir.. Dunia & Akhirat..

Lots of love  :)

p/s: yeay dah booked! heehee

Romantic? Indeed! :)

1. Perhaps masa kita jalan2 kat parkson looking for barang2 tunang, then kita pass by kwsn baby then u stop by kat kawasan kids.. Pegang jersy merah MU tu... mumbling and talking to urself.. "hmm kalau setahun boleh la ni... " Bila sy tanye balik..come again..? awk tsipu2 malu, kata xda ape.. :)

2. Perhaps masa a few days after tunang, awk sendiri sarung kan balik engagement ring kat tgn sy.. Eventhough mak awk dah sarung kan engagement ring tuh sebelum ni kat tgn sy ms majlis pertunangan tuh..:)

3. Perhaps masa awk text saya..said thank you for the gift..and moreover,said that the 'gift' bukan lah yg paling bharga..tapi bagi awk sy hadiah yg paling berharga..awk kata awk syg sy.. awk kata awk tau satu perkara...as long as we are together..things will be alright.. awk kata lagi.. awk syg sy..

4. Perhaps setiap kali bila kita talk about future awk akan mentioned about ...."anak2 nanti".. :)

Indeed, ur romantic n sweet on ur own way..:)

Lots of love..

Hasil titik peluh kerja setahun sy :)

Hi there, kalau ada yang pernah baca my entry before this. Sy pernah wrote that one of my must have item was a car. Walaupon masa wrote that entry, i lisence JPJ pon xda lagi..hehe.

Sejak start bekerja, sy dah berangan pikir ciri2 kereta idaman. Sy memang nak keta kecil je, nampak comey yg sesuai for city car supaya senang menyelit2 untuk cari parking. Color mesti lah hitam since it was my fav color! :) 

I share kegembiraan hati ni kat sini. Few months ago I bought a car --> Myvi Elegance 1.3 Black Color. Seronok tak terkata laa bila dapat bawak, sebab nye ia hasil titik peluh sy sendiri 100%.(Okayh, sy tipu...bukan titik peluh sy sgt la..sbb sy baru byr 7 bulan instalment kat bank..haha balance? part finance dari bank... haha. Tapi semua org beli kereta pon mesti buat loan kan..kan... sy pon sama..)

Few picture Myvi Elegance..

Black colour, size just nice for city car..

Touch Screen GPS : Buat i jatuh hati...and also necessity for me utk keluar site visit masa kerja akan pulang dgn selamat ke rumah. Dgn just touch HOME..:P

Gear box yg memikat hati..

Leather seat..sgt penting for me.

Perodua Myvi is more spacious, better-built the best part are i jatuh cinta dgn leather seat & GPS tuh :P

Its Our E'Day :)

My Wish List : Picture

I couldnt wait for this coming 1st January 2012 (^_~). Why? Why? As it would be my another big day..It is one of the big day that was in "My Wish List : Picture"

1. Graduation Day

I dreams to have a picture of me and my boyfriend together with my family. This was the first ever "picture" that i dreams of since i was a kid. Meaning to say..since i was a kid.. I really want to have a Degree and at the same time hopefully I could find true love at university.I would say, I want to meet a guy that I would have a damn crush on him..that could make me miss him all day long. Haha. Not to mention that I also dreams about the all the other details about him..ngada kan..hee I always imagine to have a boyfriend yg lebih tua dari i so that he would be more mature than me.. Other than that, hopefully dapat yang good looking (hehe..biasa la masa kecik2 nak laki handsome je mcm artis korea).. He must be the one that serious in a relationship..looking forward about marriage..bukan yang macam budak2 couple beberape bulan..pastu bosan break up!  ..I guess im luckiest person... tadaa.....hehe okayh i know mengada kan...

2. Getting Engage 

Getting engage with the same guy that in the picture masa i graduate tuh. Crazy huh?! Mengada kan? Kuat berangan? Yup..yup..sy mengaku..(-_-") But guess what.. i presume it will come true on this coming 1st January 2012 next year. (^_~). InsyaAllah. 

Bukan sebab apa..bila nak di pikirkan..sy mmg mharap bercinta dgn seseorang yg ikhlas nk memperisterikan sy...(okayh gedix..mcm ayat novel!) Memang dari dlu mharap biarla org tu will be a person that i will call my fiancee.. my future husband..Sbb sy kalau bercinta mmg syg kn org tuh 200%.. Padahal ramai nasihat...kalau syg biarlah 80% jer...yg 20% tuh simpan untuk diri sendiri supaya tak kecewa.. Honestly, dah try...mmg xboleh...hahaha. Kecewa? Nope anymore..Since someone walked into my life showed me why it doesnt worked with someone else.. :) Someone that i call my future fiancee. Couldnt imagine that ur the one..It will be the day that make my reality damn more sweeter than a dreams..InsyaAllah, kalau jodoh ada..kita akan bersatu.. I believe Jodoh itu rahsia Teragung Nya.. If ur not the one... I believe..God knows what His doing... rite..? =) 

I hope for the best..
xoxo

1st Nov 2011

Menganggur for about 6 months right after my graduation day.Felt like a loser. Moreover, bila dgr most of my classmate already got job.Happy for them, tapi bila tgk diri sendiri.. haiyak ...damn life was hard at that time.

Later on, after six month. Im starting my career as a Management Associate at Malaysian Industrial Finance Berhad (MIDF). I've been there for training about 6 months.My life pretty hectic then, as i tried so hard to embrace with the new environment, with my boss, with my team mate and also my colleague.Tried so hard to understand the industry, the client, the business, the credit paper etc. Life never been easy at that time. After two month i've been jadi Management Associate, i've been thinking a lot about resigning.Ye la, bila satu masa terasa down giler...

Especially when i came out with my very first project paper. Kena hentam bagai nak rak by the credit committee which all of them are the top management. Mane nak letak muka masa tuh. Even my immediate bos at that time pon kata, that was his first time kena hentam teruk just because trying so hard to defense my paper. 

Now, i dont even believe i could stay long enough. I almost want to cry bila teringat that moments. However, i always remember advise  from vice president ..."When ur working here fazlin, one advise from me, never give up!"   Thus, i tried so hard to belayar bersama2 captain of the "ship". Ching..Ching.. Whateva. Finally, right after that. My team won for the best team for last year..wink..wink.. So, our team dapat pergi Company Trip..(anyway, for some reason i cancelled everything and tak ikot pon that trip haha).

At that point of time, mula semangat about career. Berangan dapat confirmed as a staff. Berangan lagi pasal high salary...$$$$$$$...more than RM5k..bonus...bonanza...Then, berangan lagi about the title la konon nye..Acc Manager... (Masa nih, mula tidak berpijak pada bumi yang nyata).

Careerwise, memang best.Lupa diri. Yet i sedar lupa diri.hahaha.Reason why? Most of the people there were competitive.Most of the acc manager were young, at the age of 24-27 years old. Not to mentoned, there were from different education background including engineering and law. Pelik kan. Lupa kan pasal pointer. Why? Nak lepas interview pon susah, kena at least 3.5 and above or first class degree. Then, tiba2 ada kena wat essay la bagai.

Lepas jadi confirmed staff, i got new team, new boss and new collueage. Just three of us. My VP bg nama girls power since ada sorang lagi new trainee perempuan masuk my team.Life been so easy as my new team member especially my boss semua sempoi...and sap..sap..soi cara kerja dorang senang nak ikut rentak...However........

Now, its been a year I'm working at MIDF. Since jadi Acc Mngr kat situ......

Workload...stress...workload...stress...exhausted...

Careerwise its a good place. But then, since i was a kid..i want a be a housewife..heee...meaning to say, once i get green light untuk berhenti keja. It will be my pleasure. Tapi...tapi...dan tapi....teringat2...Macam xpercaya dulu all the 3 important people defend me giler2 utk ensure i jadi confirmed staff..kalau dorang tahu i nak resign..one sentence sure punya akan i dengar....

U A LIAR!!!!!!!

p/s: sy suka post and edit post lebih sepuluh kali...hahaha

xoxo

Can Do or Not ?

1. Exercise (Skipping 25x / Dumbbell 50x / Crunch Trainer 100x / Rubber Band 25x )

2. Dinner + Yogurt

3. Shower

4. GNC + Milk (1st Intake Before 10pm)

5. Multivitamin

6. Exercise - (Skipping 25x / Dumbbell 50x / Crunch Trainer 100x / Rubber Band 25x )

7. GNC + Milk (2nd Intake After 10pm)

Two things..

1) Trust
2) Learn to let go your personal preferences..

Career

Successful people are simply those with successful habits. If you want to be successful, find someone who has achieved the results you want and copy what they do and you'll achieve the same results.

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you want to be successful, it's just this simple. Know what you are doing. Love what you are doing. And believe in what you are doing.If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

I believe that being successful means having a balance of success stories across the many areas of your life. You can't truly be considered successful in your career life if your love life is in shambles.

- OL

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Kadang2 kita tak perlu share ape2 perasaan kita kat org lain.. Coz they dont even care.

Happy Anniversary To Me & My Syg =D

19 October 2009 - 19 October 2010..its been a year..
Happy anniversary syg.. I love you.. =)

Wish list and to do list

This Week
1.Apply for a job.-checked
2.Fill up form SC - checked

4.Resume - submit one to raihan and member.-checked
5.Gambar passport. Glue. Surat A4.-checked
6.Post.-checked

Next Week
1. Settle kan stpm and muet ceritificate. Monday pergi high school.
2. Pergi selesaikan spm certificate.
3.Apply MIDF n MIGHT-checked

Before end of this year.

1. Get a job
2. Apply TPM
3. I wanna new hair! haha
4. I wanna a car. Bole tak?(Guna payslip fisrt gaji..haha)

Next year

1. Hopefully salah seorang dari kitaorang dapat TPM, kalau dua-dua dapat lagi bagus.
2. Prepare for plan B


xoxo

Just the way you are.

Oh her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying

she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day

yeah i know, i know
when i compliment her
she wont believe me
and its so, its so
sad to think she don't see what i see

but every time she asks me do i look okay
i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

her lips, her lips
i could kiss them all day if she'd let me
her laugh, her laugh
she hates but i think its so sexy

she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day

oh you know, you know, you know
id never ask you to change
if perfect is what you're searching for
then just stay the same

so don't even bother asking
if you look okay
you know i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

the way you are
the way you are
girl you're amazing
just the way you are

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

p/s: :)

The 2nd thought.

The e words came through my mind.

Cant take it.

Made me think twice.

Wanna go away.

Now,I've made my mind.

Right on time..

...................

But,its never too late..

My G - P O L C

Vision without action is a daydream.Action with without vision is a nightmare.

Dream and goal.
A dream is just a dream. A goal is a dream with a plan and a deadline.The secret to productive goal setting is in establishing clearly defined goals, writing them down and then focusing on them several times a day with words, pictures and emotions as if we've already achieved them.The victory of success is half won when one gains the habit of setting goals and achieving them.You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.The reason most people never reach their goals is that they don't define them, learn about them or even seriously consider them as believable or achievable. The more reasons you have for achieving your goal, the more determined you will become. One half of knowing what you want is knowing what you must give up before you get it.

Plan
Shoot for the moon.Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.It means set a high standard or goal,hope for the best and prepare for the worst.Know your limits, but never stop trying to exceed them. You must have long-range goals to keep you from being frustrated by short-range failures.

A goal is a dream with a deadline.Goals are dreams we convert to plans and take action to fulfill.You control your future, your destiny. What you think about comes about. Winners can tell you where they are going, what they plan to do along the way, and who will be sharing the adventure with them.By recording your dreams and goals on paper, you set in motion the process of becoming the person you most want to be.

Providence seldom vouchsafes to mortals any more than just that degree of encouragement which suffices to keep them at a reasonably full exertion of their powers.

Success depends on getting good at saying no without feeling guilty. You cannot get ahead with your own goals if you are always saying yes to someone else’s projects. You can only get ahead with your desired lifestyle if you are focused on the things that will produce that lifestyle.

When defeat comes, accept it as a signal that your plans are not sound, rebuild those plans, and set sail once more toward your coveted goal.

Adapt or perish. Now as ever. Its nature inexorable imperative.Life just like a dance.When you dance, your purpose is not to get to a certain place on the floor. It's to enjoy each step along the way.You will encounter many distractions and many temptations to put your goal aside: The security of a job, a wife who wants kids, whatever. But if you hang in there, always following your vision, I have no doubt you will succeed.

This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anyone could have.

postscript:pursue your dreams..

Mode: ??

Weehuu...~

Semalam buka puasa kat luar ngan family semua 6 orang, termasuk cik abang saya pun datang join sekali...7.10 baru dia keluar rumah, huhu kesian dia dari segambut nak ke setapak. Selalu 20 minutes dia drive, tapi semalam pecut la tuh agak nye.Sekejap je sampai.

Then jalan-jalan kat shopping complex dulu, memang dah lama rasa nak beli kan something utk dia raya ni,tepikir butang baju raya..or songkok..Jalan-jalan survey, last2 belikan si dia songkok raya.=D comey jer die try pakai.Malam,sambung lepak kat danau plak.

Esok malam, lepas dia balik kerja...dia minta teman cari baju raye pula..=D


postcript: Cian dia baju yang dia berkenan tinggal satu tu dah ada orang beli, xpe eh...kite teman cari yang lain lagi lawa...=))

Non-stop.....

2.59 pm. Nobody that I can talk to.

Sebelum ni pon dah pikir, xmo lama.Dah confirm, baru la nak. Macam tiga je ker. Tapi,lately...tiba-tiba macam terpikir nak cepat.Risau dan tak tenang.

Tapi kalau macam tuh,lama la plak and risky juga. Selesai ke? So,macam nak setengah... Okayh kot.

Ker split kan, tiga - tiga - tiga?

Or, (tiga x 2) - tiga?

Or, (tiga x 2) - enam?

Bila tah.


P/s: Add math saya 8E (tibe-tibe haha)