..

Kadang2 kita tak perlu share ape2 perasaan kita kat org lain.. Coz they dont even care.

Happy Anniversary To Me & My Syg =D

19 October 2009 - 19 October 2010..its been a year..
Happy anniversary syg.. I love you.. =)

Wish list and to do list

This Week
1.Apply for a job.-checked
2.Fill up form SC - checked

4.Resume - submit one to raihan and member.-checked
5.Gambar passport. Glue. Surat A4.-checked
6.Post.-checked

Next Week
1. Settle kan stpm and muet ceritificate. Monday pergi high school.
2. Pergi selesaikan spm certificate.
3.Apply MIDF n MIGHT-checked

Before end of this year.

1. Get a job
2. Apply TPM
3. I wanna new hair! haha
4. I wanna a car. Bole tak?(Guna payslip fisrt gaji..haha)

Next year

1. Hopefully salah seorang dari kitaorang dapat TPM, kalau dua-dua dapat lagi bagus.
2. Prepare for plan B


xoxo

Just the way you are.

Oh her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying

she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day

yeah i know, i know
when i compliment her
she wont believe me
and its so, its so
sad to think she don't see what i see

but every time she asks me do i look okay
i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

her lips, her lips
i could kiss them all day if she'd let me
her laugh, her laugh
she hates but i think its so sexy

she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day

oh you know, you know, you know
id never ask you to change
if perfect is what you're searching for
then just stay the same

so don't even bother asking
if you look okay
you know i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

the way you are
the way you are
girl you're amazing
just the way you are

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

p/s: :)

The 2nd thought.

The e words came through my mind.

Cant take it.

Made me think twice.

Wanna go away.

Now,I've made my mind.

Right on time..

...................

But,its never too late..

My G - P O L C

Vision without action is a daydream.Action with without vision is a nightmare.

Dream and goal.
A dream is just a dream. A goal is a dream with a plan and a deadline.The secret to productive goal setting is in establishing clearly defined goals, writing them down and then focusing on them several times a day with words, pictures and emotions as if we've already achieved them.The victory of success is half won when one gains the habit of setting goals and achieving them.You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.The reason most people never reach their goals is that they don't define them, learn about them or even seriously consider them as believable or achievable. The more reasons you have for achieving your goal, the more determined you will become. One half of knowing what you want is knowing what you must give up before you get it.

Plan
Shoot for the moon.Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.It means set a high standard or goal,hope for the best and prepare for the worst.Know your limits, but never stop trying to exceed them. You must have long-range goals to keep you from being frustrated by short-range failures.

A goal is a dream with a deadline.Goals are dreams we convert to plans and take action to fulfill.You control your future, your destiny. What you think about comes about. Winners can tell you where they are going, what they plan to do along the way, and who will be sharing the adventure with them.By recording your dreams and goals on paper, you set in motion the process of becoming the person you most want to be.

Providence seldom vouchsafes to mortals any more than just that degree of encouragement which suffices to keep them at a reasonably full exertion of their powers.

Success depends on getting good at saying no without feeling guilty. You cannot get ahead with your own goals if you are always saying yes to someone else’s projects. You can only get ahead with your desired lifestyle if you are focused on the things that will produce that lifestyle.

When defeat comes, accept it as a signal that your plans are not sound, rebuild those plans, and set sail once more toward your coveted goal.

Adapt or perish. Now as ever. Its nature inexorable imperative.Life just like a dance.When you dance, your purpose is not to get to a certain place on the floor. It's to enjoy each step along the way.You will encounter many distractions and many temptations to put your goal aside: The security of a job, a wife who wants kids, whatever. But if you hang in there, always following your vision, I have no doubt you will succeed.

This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anyone could have.

postscript:pursue your dreams..

Mode: ??

Weehuu...~

Semalam buka puasa kat luar ngan family semua 6 orang, termasuk cik abang saya pun datang join sekali...7.10 baru dia keluar rumah, huhu kesian dia dari segambut nak ke setapak. Selalu 20 minutes dia drive, tapi semalam pecut la tuh agak nye.Sekejap je sampai.

Then jalan-jalan kat shopping complex dulu, memang dah lama rasa nak beli kan something utk dia raya ni,tepikir butang baju raya..or songkok..Jalan-jalan survey, last2 belikan si dia songkok raya.=D comey jer die try pakai.Malam,sambung lepak kat danau plak.

Esok malam, lepas dia balik kerja...dia minta teman cari baju raye pula..=D


postcript: Cian dia baju yang dia berkenan tinggal satu tu dah ada orang beli, xpe eh...kite teman cari yang lain lagi lawa...=))

Non-stop.....

2.59 pm. Nobody that I can talk to.

Sebelum ni pon dah pikir, xmo lama.Dah confirm, baru la nak. Macam tiga je ker. Tapi,lately...tiba-tiba macam terpikir nak cepat.Risau dan tak tenang.

Tapi kalau macam tuh,lama la plak and risky juga. Selesai ke? So,macam nak setengah... Okayh kot.

Ker split kan, tiga - tiga - tiga?

Or, (tiga x 2) - tiga?

Or, (tiga x 2) - enam?

Bila tah.


P/s: Add math saya 8E (tibe-tibe haha)

Tak sabar!

Hampir seminggu dah, tak sabar nak jumpe. Fewwwit. Lagi beberapa jam dapat la jumpe. Yeay!!!! X sabar. (^_^)

Lalala~

Sape yang rase x suka dengan entry nih, xyah la baca. Sakit kepala jer baca kisah2 means gurl dalam dunia politik wanita nih.huhu.Okayh. Kalau masih mahu membaca, you're welcome.Ker tak ada orang baca langsung?? hahaha. Biarkan. Just nak flashback and luah perasaan my bitter moment with a backstabber!

They might say they're your 'best friends' , but the moment your back is turned, they lie about you to others. No one wants to be hurt in this way, but how do deal with them?The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.

I don't rely on the backstabber for anything; even the tiniest of things. In this way,I will avoid situations where I owe her a favor. This technique takes patience, practice and goes completely against your better nature. The backstabber will get the hint and move on the next sucker/victim.


Huh...setelah hampir beberapa tahun kisah terjadi...wahhhh gitu. (chatt~)..baru sekarang terluah.hahaha. sebab nyer? Am I an outspoken person or a person that bottle things up?

I'm one of those people who bottle things up and just one day explode. On these days, I either scream my head off at the person I had the most problems with, or I just cry and cry in my bed for hours. Very unhealthy way to release anger.. and I gotta change that about myself.

But sometimes,It's according to how passionately I feel about the subject. If it is something that really gets under my skin, I'll let loose, and be a bit too outspoken. But if it is trivial enough to let it go, then that's what I do, and then I end up blowing up over the trivial things that I have let go for so long.But I am very outspoken if someone gets in my personal space and/or shows disrespect towards me or my loved ones.

Dealing with backstabbers, there was one thing I learned. They're only powerful when you got your back turned.One thing for sure, I started turning back be one of your friends,I tried to be far...FAR AWAY from her.I also do not tell them any secret that I want kept hidden, as they will tell it to another one of their "friends" the moment it will gain them something.Treat her like I would any other snake. Be polite when in her area but keep to the path, and maintain my distance.I don't talk to the backstabbers friends, they could be spies.Maybe some people aren’t meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some are just passing through to teach us a lesson.Sometimes people build you up just to knock you down...wah kemain nak emo lagi aku citer...ahhaha.


Huh,malas layan orang macam ni..kadang-kadang tuh, Nua terpaksa dengar keluhan hati ni.Nua kata biar kan je ayg..abg ada kan..=p xpon dia cepat-cepat tukar tajuk.. haha sweet jer kan. Terus tenang. Tiba-tiba..haha. Love him so much.mwahh.

LoveLin
mwahhhh~

I'm striving for a sun

Hmmm....

Perasaan bercampur baur.Everything yang I've planned away behind the scheduled...I think, all of this happened sbb I unsure to choose the right path.. I realize, I just need more time to decide about the right things to do. Xnak la benda ni semua jadi macam a life sentence plak.

Okayh.Breath in...breath out..

Now I pretty sure what I want.Hence,nak start semua balik dgn semangat baru.Hopefully, kali ni ada luck.(^_~). Harini, online mcm ada a few benda yang nampak its a good opportunity. Masa mencari...masa betol2 dah confirm tau hati nak ape..peluang trus ada depan mata...a few... I repeat not only one, tapi...a few... its just like once in a lifetime opportunity..Miracle..and nothing impossible..

Kali ni,just cuba...beza nya..kali nih cuba dengan hati betul2 nak peluang macam tu..x mcm sebelum nih..unsure about everythings. Tgk la ada rezeki atau tak..=) Kalau xda rezeki, mesti ada yang lain.. Besides,ada a few months lagi..hope i will make it..

LoveLin

No fair!

I miss u already ='(
I know its good 4 you..your career n your future...
huhu tapi rindu la..
t.c my dear..love u and miss you so much..











* picture xda kena mengena ngan post. haha.

Another year with you. Happy Birthday.

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy;
I hope all of your wishes come true.
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!

Each year your birthday reminds me
That I really want to say
I’m very glad I know you;
I think of you each day.

I hope you enjoy your birthday,
All the pleasures it has in store,
And because I appreciate you,
I hope you have many more!

Mom, your birthday means so much to me;
To have you in my life another year,
The time I spent enfolded in your love,
Each day, each moment with you is so dear.

I cherish the very special bond we have.
You lift my spirit in so many ways.
I celebrate your life; I honor you,
And send to you my love and care and praise.

I love you and want you to know,
I think of you often wherever I go.
You lift me up; you're like walking sunshine;
I am lucky to have a great mother like mine.

Your endless affection makes you special and rare;
I'm always amazed by how much you care.
What you've given to me I can never repay,
Thank you, Mom.

Mom, on your birthday
I celebrate you being you,
my extraordinary mother.
You have made such a difference,
created so much good in my life!
I celebrate your smart mothering,
your clever, creative methods
of gently molding your beloved child
into your vision of me:
a strong, capable adult,
an unselfish person of good character.
I celebrate your boundless
physical and emotional energy...
loving me, leading me, supporting me,
lifting me when I fall.
On your birthday, Mom,
I celebrate the best thing about my life...
having you as my mother.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM. LOVE U ALWAYS>

p/s: Pg holiday dgn family n relatives 3D 1N..nak wat surprise bufday for my mom.
^_^

18 July 2010

Macam mane nak start tulis blog pon dah xtau..hehehe
...hmm lama x update blog nih..Okayh im just going to jotdown the facts..about my big day..hehe.

The facts:

Mlm 17hb July..

1. Celebrate with family kat my fav fast food. DOMINO's. nyummmy. Thanks to my mom belikan seluar jeans yang dah lama diidamkan...=))

2.Nua try kol banyak kali tp xdapat. Nak wat mcm mane my hp batry dah kong.. Sampai rumah, I kol dia balik, tiba2 dia kata.

"B jom jumpa...Xkira.!!! Nak jumpa sekarang jugak.." ....

(Dia beraksi sgt pelik)...waktu dah lewat, I xboleh kuar dah lewat mcm tu selalunye..Tapi, Nua mcm berkeras, I pon okayh je la jumpa..bagitau my mom yang I nak keluar kejap dengan kawan.Pukul 11.40 mlm macam tu, dia sampai datang ambil I kat rumah..Masa dlm kereta,dia wish birthday tepat kul 12 tu..face to face..(^_^)..Yup..Maybe ada a few people yang dah wish awal...Tapi bukan tepat pukul 12 mcm dia..=D hee Rupanya, dia nak bwk pergi hartamas,kitaorang lepak dgn kwn2 yang we all rapat masa last year kat UiTM. Lama x jumpa diorang.Pukul 4 pagi baru balik. Lewat giler.Nasib baik x kena marah woo... heee =D

3.Tidur kul 5 pagi...then kul 7.30 dah bangun balik.Get ready pergi genting.Memang ngantok, tido dua jam lebih je..mcm x cukup tido. Tapi at the same time, exited!! (^_^)

18 July 2010

1. Around 9.00 am naik genting highlands.Stop by kat station minyak, beli makanan untuk dibawa naik genting.Otw naik genting mmg la lawak, macam2 si manja tu wat lawak. I tukang record video. hehe. Sampai kat genting we all breakfast dalam kereta nasi lemak ayam goreng yang mak buat kan.haha. bersama seekor kucing.Comel je.

2. Main permainan kat situ. Im so exited. (^_^). Walaupon dah banyak kali naik genting.Tetap exited. Lagi exited banyak snap picture...=D

Me & him


3. Around 1.00 pm, my family pon sampai kat genting highlands.So permainan yang boleh memeningkan kepala I x naik. Nua naik ngan min. I tukang ambil picture...kui..kui...Naik solero shot and main game mcm 'funfair' paling best!!!

With my family


4.Around 7.00, we all trun dari genting. Trus g hartamas (Joe's place) lagi.kuikuikui.Lepak ngan member2 semalam.


ALan ~ Lin ~ Nua ~ Huck ~ Azam ~ Shira

5. Around 11.40 pm...Surprise..Dorang wat surprise bufday 4 me. Ada cake choc and cupcake..Nyanyian lagu bufday yang paling sedap di dgr..hee. And we all playing CARD CAKE -for Loser malam tuh. Thanks guys. Thanks kpd syg juga berkomplot ngan mereka.hehe. Saya sudah berumur 23 tahun. ^_^

Muka terharu..



Choc Cake & Cup Cake..


CARD CAKE - For loser


6. Actually, I dah dapat hadiah dari Nua 2 weeks earlier. hee I've got Big Bear..memang diidam kan selama ni.And a qute little mini polka dot red dress. ^_^

Teringat plak Nua terpaksa teman I kuar masuk 3 4 kedai yang sama utk tunggu pilih mane bear yang I nak. Memang susah nak pilih. ada 3 -4 kedai jual bear yang giler qute. So susah sgt nak wat pilihan. Sampai tauke2 kedai dah perasan we all masuk kedai tu hampir 2-3 kali...
Nak wat math sekejap:
4 kedai x 3 kali masuk = 12 kali pusing..hahaha

Kedai jauh2 plak tu.Ape yang sweet nye...bila..
Nua kata : " B alang2 nak bear, B ambil la yang besar sekali" .
Heee... seronok jer dengar ayat tuh kuar dari mulut si dia.. perempuan biasa la. Giler kan bear.So we all target bear yang paling besar je kat kedai2 yang we all survey tuh.Hehehe..yang wat tricky I have to choose antara bear yang besar2 kat semua kedai tuh mana yang paling qute.

1. First of all tengok size paling besar..
2. I tengok colour..ada pink, white and brown.. I decided nak Brown Colour.
3. And then,I pilih mana bear yang accecories dia super qute...ada pakai baju, ada pakai riben, ada pakai bow tie.. I pilih yang pakai riben.heee.
4. Then start confuse, nak bear yang ada tapak kaki ke tak...hahaha. Lama decide, last2 I amik yang xda tapak kaki...
5. Paling tricky nak tgk bear tuh punya fur..I xmo fur yang panjang2 sangat, not so qute and takut athma plak bwk tido setiap malam..so just ambil yang sederhana panjang fur dia...
6. Eye's..warna and bentuk mata sangat memainkan peranan penting. Ada bear yang dua colour.Mix. Tapi I suka yang satu colour jer..nampak qute sket..and pilih warna mata yang dark brown. Giler qute.

Heh heh..Actually xsangka diri sendiri sangat mengada2 pasal pilih2 bear ni.
Apepon,I've found the right one.The most Big and Qutest ever. I call it Mr. B which stand for Hubby (Nua).. Mr. B besar dari I. Exited owhh dapat. Macam umo 13 tahun jer happy dapat bear mcm tuh. hehe Tapi, the most important things,so happy sbb dapat bear tu dari Nua, bukan orang lain.

^_^



Us.


Speechless.Happy. Semua gift & wish dari dia, Xmo lupakan...so I nak letak la kat blog,supaya sentiasa ingat...=D

Lovely Sms Text..
They say it was raining on the day u was born. But it wasnt really rain, actually the sky was crying because it lost its most beautiful angel. Happy bday baby. I love u..Now and forever..


Lovely Mr B.



Lovely Red Dress.



Lovely E-Card...


" Thinking of you with love on your birthday and wishing you everything that brings you happiness today and always.To the world, you may be one person. But to me, you are the world.It's as easy to stay in love with you as it was to fall in love.
Happy Birthday ayg!! God bless u. May all of your dreams come true~ "

On 18 July 2010, more than 24 hours dgn dia. Perasaan bercampur baur. At the end of the day, I was so happy.Dia berusaha wat I happy on my BirthDAY.. Ada a few moment yang org lain mcm nak rosak kan suasana pada hari tu. Tapi..hati ni rasa bernasib baik sangat.. dpt Nua yang paham hati ni..If dia nampak I mcm nak sedih, terasa or x happy...dia sentiasa pandai jer jaga hati ni..Tengok usaha Nua yang x pernah putus utk gembirakan hati ni waktu tu..I couldnt ask more from him.I love him so much.The one & only.




P/s: Saya dah berumur 23 tahun..heee

xoxo

Lovelin

Ikano & Shots =)

xoxo
Love Lin

Moment : Nyummy + Snapshot =)

xoxo
Love Lin

Sweet nye.. =)

Akad nikah dah selesai 26hb..Bercampur baur perasaan..perasaan gembira n terharu.. & Majlis resepsi persandingan 27hb harini sgt la sweet & exclusive je rase.. Alhamdulillah. =)
Tak sabar tunggu majlis resepsi belah lelaki 3 July nanti.. & ofcoz tak sabar nak upload picture sweet moment nih nanti..

(^_^)

xoxo,
Love Lin

Buat keputusan ikot Hati @ Akal?

Terasa diri nih selalu lepaskan peluang yang depan mata yang datang sekali seumur hidup. Tapi ape boleh buat, mmg suke dan rase lagi tenang kalau wat keputusan ikot hati (bukan ikot akal). Sbb kalau ikot :

akal --> mcm stress
hati --> lebih happy

Kerja giler. Keputusan xrasional bagi org yang professional nih. Tp kena jadi risk taker, bukan risk adverse. Xtau ape akan jadi nati.. asal kan x susah hati. Hence, i prefer to do nothing and be happy rather than do something that I dont love and enjoy. Kalau tak, belum start bejuang kat situ pon muka aku dah monyok mcm baru mati laki. Lebih baik aku wat benda yang aku suka..

Masalah sekarang, mcm mane nak bgtau org2 tuh psl keputusan nih dgn cara yang terbaik...terasa mcm diri x kenang budi pon ada...Sigh.......

My Weekend

For the last two weeks, bila weekend je I balik kampung-Johor. So, its quite a long time we all x jln2 masa weekend, just lepak mamak mlm2 and asyik ke uptown danau kota masa weekdays.Every time ke uptown danau, we all senang tergoda bila nmpk "a few item".. either the price for the item is cheap or the item tersangat la berkenan dihati...ia akan menjadi must-buy-item lar. hehe. Nua mmg giler kan jersy bola...=) Baru2 nih, teman dia...macam biasa dia tergoda..ehehe. Dengan muka keanak-anak kn...memandang saya...

" Bby leh x abg tgk jersy jap?"
" Hmmm...boleh" dlm hati ni...tengok jer ke syg aku nih?hehe.

X sampai beberapa minit...Dengan mata nyer yang bersinar2 tuh...dan bibir tersenyum hingga ke telinga...

"B.......... cantik x jersy ni? "
"Hmm...Cantik" Dalam hati ni....cakap je syg u dah tergoda ...heh heh
"B, abg nak leh?"

Tuh dia.....hahaha...dah agak...dia nk rembat satu jersey...hehehe. Rm100. Siap dia tempah number and batch FIFA worldcup 2010. Sehari lepas tuh,masa we all nak lepak mamak kat S2 tgk bola, dia ternampak ada org open table jual jersy lagi.ehem2..mcm biasa Nua tergoda. haha. Rembat lagi satu jersy Spain..=P


Harini, baru la ada kesempatan jln2...=p So, keluar tadi...dia pakai salah satu jersy2 kesayangan dia tu.. ;) I suruh dia berposing jap...hehe

~Jersy German baru Nua hehe~

Jalan2 kat T.S and Sg Wang.Nua pantang nmpk kedai kasut futsal...mesti dia rambang mata...hehe. Sampai org snap pic dia pon x sedar! Kalau nak cerita pasal Nua & Futsal....sgt sinonim...mcm aur dan tebing...isi dan kuku.. =p

~ Jalan2 : Kedai kasut Futsal ~

Last year, birthday gift untuk dia I bagi kasut futsal yang dia minat sgt tuh...Next year? hah..... ni yang bagus nye...next year pon may be dia akan dpt kasut futsal juga....=p Boleh di kata kn, for the next 4 - 5 years maybe itu je 'gift' yg akan I bagi for his birthday present.

Kata dia..."Bby kalau abg kan, b bg abg setiap tahun hadiah kasut futsal pon xpe.Abg ske sgt. =p" hehehe Senang kn? X yah pening2 nak bg dia hadiah ape.Just tgk jer kasut futsal keluaran terbaru mana yang dia berkenan sgt nati.Itu la yg dia akan dpt...(^_^)

As usual, ada la picture2 yang di snap masa keluar jln2 tuh... =)

~Me & Him~

~Makan2: My Favorite Spot :) ~

~Snap2 sebelum order makanan..;)~

~Snap2 : Masa tunggu order sampai..hee~

~Nyummy~

~Me..me...me...=p~

p/s : Lovely day. Love u...mwah..mwah.

xoxo
Love Lin.

=')

The .... have been set.
I'm so happy with your decision.
Its just like my dream will come true.
I mean ours dreams & ours decision.
Semoga dipermudahkan dan ditetapkan hati.
Amin.

..Just like a few minute ago..

A day without you is like a day without sunshine.I miss you.Time goes by a lot slower when I miss someone that I care and love the most. Maybe, missing you will gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time we saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time we will.I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.Just like a few minute ago..

I passed!

M.o.d.e - H.a.p.p.y

Yeay!!!
I passed my test today!
Cant believe it, I'm so relief.

(^_~)

xoxo
Love Lin.

...

Hey frenz~(haa....kau tuh jgn nak rase kwn aku plak...kenal aku pon tidak..gler kejam ayat aku...biar kan.I dont live to please you okayh.)<--- ni tiru ayat mira sket.tapi dgn sedikit ubahsuai la..tgk blog dia miracleinmira... gler best...Mira nih funny...n ceria sgt....sgt stylish...mira slh satu kawan baik sy....----> wane biru wane kesukaan dia..(Mira awk anggap kita kwn baik awk juga x?...kalau x...kita delete balik pujian2 nih...)hahaha

Hmm...giler bosan ari2 duk umah.Lately x ske berfacebook.kalau main fb pon.just update status sket (eg statu kat fb : updating my blog...)Mcm ni la... lagi ske abis kan masa kat blog..sbb? (Okhairu jer tau...luv u syg!! heheek...) Okayh.My daily-activity- sejak-bosan- duk- umah...24/7...sy tgk blog jer keja...

Lgpon ske mengadap semua link kat blog sendiri...cuba tgk kat tepi my blog lay out tuh. LisT....Hotty.Notty.Cheeky.....link tuh....setiap saat pon I tenung! heeheeeeeek!

Xpon...tukar layout blog...kadang2 hampir setiap hari pon nk ubah layout...hehe....(kali ni letak pic muka sendiri tuh haaaa-gler besar...motif? haaaa. tnjuk sy sgt bosan..theee.....kalau mcm mls tgk..xyah tgk...heeek!)

I ske tgk blog org2 yang dah jadi my follower. Then I will follow their blog either. Bila kat blog dorang I baca entry yg menarik dihati. Activity lain termasuk I akan Click semua blog yang dorang follow. So it means kalau berjam2 sy ada view your blog tuh...sbb u all ada list blog kwn2 gler best...so i click semua...tuh yg berjam2 kat situ yer...(haaahhh....baru la nk g tgk layout masing2 sape yg byk link ke blog yg popular n best tuh..kn..kn ..theee.) Then masa tgk2 blog org2 yang korang link kn, I ske tgk dgn wat new window..tab..byk2..then... I bukan reti off laptop...mayb 24/7...cth terbaik....2 3 hari nih...kul 6 pagi baru tdo...mane off pon my lappy..(Bukti?? tanye Nua okhairu...sy msg dia kul 3 pagi la..kul 4..kul 6 pagi...heee...wpon dia tgh tdo....biar la...sy ttp msg...rndu die..) Plus...i pon xtau ..link tuh akan ke blog yang best-popular atau jenis blog yang x di update....kalau dah click..baru la tau kan...sbb tuh I ske click semua...kalau best I follow...so no big deal.


xoxo
Love Lin

.Transparent.

Jealousy in a relationship...Regardless of what others might do or say towards him.. Those question start to comes.. like...Who he will meet today at work? Lunch with whom? Talk to whom? Laugh with whom? Who he associate with? or Who he have relationships with? Who might be giving my partner attention? and to whom him may be more attracted to? Then, somewhere in your mind, you are questioning yourself. You will always be wondering about your looks, your intelligence, your relationship skills and all other factors that may break your relationship and make your lover go into another relationship.

Simple example,situasi mencemaskan when you begin to lie about little things(contoh, pasangan anda tanya anda wat ape arini...anda menjawab...satu hari ni saya kat umah..padahal ada la pergi kedai 5 minit kejap beli air ke..tp xbgtau....sbb xmenda pon kn..) what if dia dapat tau...mesti dia terpikir2..nape benda simple tuh pon x bgtau,it will end up dengan your partner disappointed, your partner will believe that you will lie about anything. When dealing with jealousy in a relationship, the best thing that you can do is be completely honest 100 percent of the time.

Either one partner is tired of always having to feel jealous from their lover’s actions, or the other partner gets fed up with always being questioned and hounded.

When in my mind there is a doubt..then I will feel threatening by looking others as a 'predators'..the feeling afraid of loosing..lack of self-confident physically..with all the words in mind about the negative stuff..then tend to hurt and torturing myself..that feeds me the mental images of the worst scenario and leaves me feeling angry, empty, dissatisfied.

I call it perasaan yang menyusahkan diri sendiri. It is about seeing 'normal situation scenario' with the creative over-active imagination...imaginary potential harm ...which is can bring the destructive to my emotions..my thought, my feeling and my behaviors..

I have to work with my own insecurities..sebab obviously 'xda menda' pon. Just diri sendiri suka cari pasal pikir benda negative..heeek~ (Syg...bby memang selalu pikir bukan2...biasa la..syg dia...risau...hehe)
So,I start doing this by discussing with him, without hesitation, everything in my mind. Any worry or jealous instinct I have should be exposed. Then ask that him do the same. If we can do this and be totally open with one another, that will give me the ability to discuss everything and decide where our relationship is going, and what it means, and therefore, whether or not my jealousy is founded or silly..

Masa awal2 hubungan lagi, Okhairu dah pesan...in our relationship,both of us must be' transparent'. I can talk about anything..and he would listen, he would try to understand and be cool.. Sebab dia xnampak ada kebaikan kalau x transparent dalam relationship ni. Yeah, he is right.Kalau x transparent its only can create a 'doubt' in a relationship. Decide together to be open with each other. Communicate your worst fears to each other and work through these fears to a positive outcome.Don't bottle it up.The way I say things is very important, so don't make a big deal out of it but be honest with him.

Faith is blind. Faith is a strong belief. It’s a feeling of warmth and loyalty you generate when you believe in yourself, your partner, your family or others.The best way to go about faith in a relationship is to give complete trust.Trust him until he gives you a reason not to.Doubt and not trusting will ruin any relationship.A healthy relationship is based on trust and faith.

Yesterday, you remind me again about 'our plan'. I'm relief.
Love you my dear.

xoxo
Love Lin.

Dating mode

Activity 1 : Shopping

Okhairu dah dapat kerja..(^_~).. so that..dia minta teman shopping baju n seluar kerja.. those picture di snap candid oleh saya ketika Okhairu khusyuk mencari barang2 yang berkenan dihati~

Candid 1
~Looking for new pants~

Candid 2
~ Looking for new clothes~

After dah penat survey kat 2-3 shopping complex area KL...finally, Okhairu terpikat kat baju2 kat pavilion tuh...Tapi dia dalam mode *confuse *...xtau nak beli berapa helai baju...berapa helai seluar...berapa helai tie.. hmm... saya hanya menunggu dan merenung muka dia yg sangat confuse masa tuh...dia x sedar la kot...heee~

Candid 3

~Aksi confuse Okhairu~

Sementara menunggu dia membuat keputusan...heeek~disbbkan bosan menunggu sorang2 kat luar....saya wat aktivity kegemaran....snap la pic ;)

~Smile~

Finally....Okhairu dah decide berapa helai kesemua nya...

~See tergambar muka Okhairu yang sangat ceria..aksi riang ria tanda dah dapat barang2 yang disukai (^_~)~

Setelah selesai memilih baju,seluar..tiba masanya...untuk tengok colour and size yang ada plak..

~Purple~

~Grey~

~Me & Him~

Haa...lepas tuh kena menunggu Okhairu nak wat fitting & potong seluar plak...activity snap picture lagi la....;P

Activity 2 : Makan....

(^_~) Perut dah lapar...masa untuk makan...

~She'll tell you size doesnt matter..make it double~

~Nyummy~

Activity 3 : Horror Movie next..!

~Haa...waktu untuk mendengar jeritan2 dalam wayang..ada ke yang jerit? hahaha...~

Story nih about sleeper horror , watak hantu Freddy Krueger returns...tajuk cerita nih.. "A Nightmare On Elm Street"...being stalked by Freddy Krueger, killer who hunts in their dreams. As long as they stay awake, they can protect one another... but then they sleep, there is no escape la....haaa...sape yang mata lebam macam panda...mesti sbb xtido tgk citer nih kan...huuu~

Activity 4 : Jalan-jalan & Snap picture .....

~Okhairu bersama bola besar Adidas tuh haa...ambil mood World Cup dah dekat ;) ~

p/s: I had fun with him today... and seronok nyer beli dua kasut tadi...satu wedges...satu lagi high heels... (^_^)



xoxo
Love Lin

Your Life : Your Choice ?

Here the things, I try to jot down all my 'impian' yg disimpan since I was in high school...nak tengok mana yang tercapai mana yang otw nak dicapai..hehehe..i come to a conclusion..with a question..heee~ was i do the right thing, or doing things right in my life...(terms business terkeluar lagi..kekeke~ biarkan... ) Life is about making a choice. It is all about making a good choice..and choice suppose to be giving us or for having a freedom to pick one thing than another...

I find myself typically making choice in my life base on :

• "Shoulds" : doing what I believe I should do..
• Pleasing others : doing what others want or expect me to do..coz i believe that's for my own benefit
  
• Fear : choosing the safe route for fear of doing something different..
• Habit and reaction : I don't even think about what am I doing--I've always done it this way..
  
• Desire : choosing something you want..
• Need : responding to deeper desires.
• Authenticity : know who I am and what I stand for.

Tapi, ada aku kesah? hahaha~ xkesah la my choice base on what...yang penting decision tuh made me happy...;)



Okayh~ sekarang nak list kan my to-do-list...xkira short term / long term nyer...dah sekali kan dah ....;) stakat nih...ini jer terpikir.. macam biasa... I love to plan and jotdown my plan..hehe~ bagi clear sket.. tercapai atau x...lain cerita okayh! heee...okayh..here the things:


TO-DO-LIST :

1. Gain weight - bukan la nak badan macam Megan Fox, Jessica Alba or Scarlett Johansson tuh...tapi nk la put some weight sket...haaaa....bukan x boleh put on weight, tapi usaha tuh....cepat sangat putus asa...baru sebulan dua dah give up..dari zaman sekolah pon macam nih...tapi sekarang dah ada yang menyokong..moral support from Mr Nua Okhairu..:) and financially pon dah makin okayh ~

2. Pimple - haaa...ini pon lagi satu...dah macam musuh negara...belia benci pimple..! hahaha~ mesti beli my 'secret weapon' yang hampir habis tuh, untuk memerangi pimple nih...!

3. Hairstyle - (nih bukan masalah... tapi hati nih yang bermasalah...heehe~ kejap nak panjang sampai ke pinggang..kejap nak pendek atas bahu...kejap nak wavy xpon lurus...xpon colour.. memang minat ubah2 hairstyle..) actually I minat hairstyle long and wavy...kalau pendek suka layer paras bahu, Mr. Okhairu minat juga ;) ...sekarang I have short hair .. so xsabar menunggu proses dia memanjang...nak wat mcm2 style... ;)

4. Job - At the moment..saya penganggur tegar dirumah... heee~ haa... actually menunggu call dari office..I internship kat company tuh..my boss kata nak call dalam masa terdekat nih...tapi xda call lagi pon...mcm dah boring duduk rumah, xda source of income..hurmmm

5. Shopping - haa...ada ke ini pon termasuk dlm to-do-list? hahaha...yer...sangat penting..=p masa dah pegang duit sendiri nati mesti la kita membeli barang2 yang selama nih kita nak ( xsampai hati minta kat parents) kalau nak di list kan...penat tangan type nih...hehehe...so jot down kat dalam 'otak' je.... ;)

5. Car - banyak my friends dah pakai kereta masa sekolah and kat U lagi dah...I dah di kira tertinggal jauh ber-kilometer jauh nye...Tapi.. Percaya atau tidak...saya tidak la se-exited kwn2 lain untuk ada kereta..so buat ape nak ada lisence kan...heee~ so driving lisence pon xda,ingat lagi masa amik L pon sbb kakak n adik paksa2...siap dorang yang bawak I pegi daftar amik lisence.. umur dah 22 kot..mmg patut kot my sibling paksa I..but I know..oneday..I must have my driving lisence and my own car..reason why? Its a necessity. Full stop. So saya juga ada impian pasal kereta...I want to buy my very first own car...dengan duit sendiri..bluwekkk~ konon nye...hahaha..hmmm, kalau leh 'paw' abah duit downpayment pon okayh kot..heeehe~ tengok lah macam mane..tapi lagi suka downpayment pon saya bayar sendiri, sbb berat mulut nak minta dari parent...monthly plak mmg dah jadi my accountability lar.. Kereta ape? Bila? Wahhh~ semua itu tahun depan la saya boleh jawab.. =p

6. Master Degree - Bila plak nih? haa...I have no idea..may be..it just maybe..paling awal next year la kot...(paling lambat xtau la bila...kekekeke~ )..nak wat part time weekend...further dalam course ape pon xdecide lagi...kalau ada yang nak sponsor..woww..lagi seronok...kan..kan.. haihh..kalau x...guna duit sendiri la jawabnye... (-_-")





My Do It Right This Time List

1. Test JPJ : Yup...saya failed on the road baru2 nih...haishh~ (-_-") sekarang terpikir...bila dah start keja about 2-3 months nati baru la ambil balik driving test on the road tuh..sbb susah kot nak apply on leave nati...


Tajuk entry mcm x selari ngan isi kandungan...haaa. peduli la...mayb bukan ada yang baca pon kan.. (^_~)

xoxo
Love Lin

ILYSM

Sometimes, things happened , and it gone bad.I'm so stupid,coz I overlooked at something..doesn't realize it will hurting you again..and again. I'm so sorry..If only you know, I was very cautious in very single step that I took before..words and actions.. I really didn't mean to..

One step closer

With the flaming desire deep inside me and determination to achieve all my dreams, there is a doubt. I don't know what future brings. But I do believe after all the work hard and effort that I put for almost anything ( to things that I really2 want in my life). All I have to do now, is for me to accept faith..... Faith that already written for me..I realize that there is no longer the need for me to have a sense of control in my life, things will flow as they will beautifully..Faith is a passionate intuition. Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.

Yesterday,everything that I planned went well.Today,everything going well. One step closer.. Tomorrow will be a new chapter in my life and hopefully everything goes right and well too. Really cant wait. Wish me luck. And I hope things are going well for you guys too.. =)

xoxo
Love Lin.

Happy Mothers Days

On this Mother’s Day, I'm sure everyone want to gift something different to their mom, which will make her smile and also let her know how much means to you. In case I am thinking of giving her a greeting card..Celebration? Gift? Cake? Flowers? hmmm semua nih berlegar2 dlm kepala..Its mothers day..what should I do to make My Beloved Mom,and also my two elder sister yg dah bergelar ibu juga untuk feel terharu ye... Status sy sekarang sebagai penggangur tegar..heehe..(baru habis internship...xda keja lagi...duit PTPTN pon dah xdapat da...)I need source of income...untuk buy card, gift, flowers and what-so-eva utk celebrate...


Think..think...think... hmm i come to a conclusion yg saya tetap tiada $ untuk prepare surprise party for them. Haiyok.. (-_-") .. frust juga... baru terasa betapa..(betol ke spell ayat betapa tuh? ahhh biar la...)betapa penting nye...hmmm ayat mcm x kena... here we go again... $ kadang2 mmg penting saat2 begini...


Since selama ni sy bertahun2 menjadi anak mak yg sgt manja..(mcm pemalas pon ada...errkk ...teruk betol..).mengharap kan mak sy selalu nye... Mulai hari ini nak luangkan masa lebih sedikit ngan my mom..selalu nye asyik kat Shah Alam...or keja...Here's my plan...plan bwh budget @ dlm erti kata lain...x perlukan duit... Sy mengambil alih tugas Ibu... woow mcm hebat je konon ye... ohh tidak..mana mungkin sy larat...ambil alih tugas my mom setakat yg sy mampu.. iaitu Hari ni... sy mengemas rumah... memcuci pinggan...dan membasuh baju.. yer.. sy tau nmpk remeh...sgt sedikit sumbangan ini in comparison with my mom punya jasa...dia repeat routine ni every single day since 31 years dulu... (start dia melahirkan my older brother Raymie.. 31 years old dah abg sy skarang.. )


Kakak2...Jehan n Raihan yang merupakan my bestfriends..Both of them pon dah bergelar Ibu... sy ingin mbalas jasa dgn menjaga dan meluang kan masa bersama anak2 mereka...heee.. jadi bbysitter untuk anak2 saudara bila both of my sister perlukan sy...

My plan lebih kepada long term punya plan..=) kalau ada duit lebih nati...baru la sy cuba buat surprise party utk celebrate walaupon bukan pada tarikh 9 MAy... mereka ni suppose diraikan setiap hari..

Considering the amount of love and care that a mother endows her children with, she should be thanked every day. However, since this is not always possible and makes the relationship too much formal, a specific day has been reserved for making a mother feel special kan...and the day is called ‘Mother’s day’. My mom is one of the most important persons in my life and I never hesitate to tell her how much I love her and care for her by action.It’s a day to make her feel special and honored. Though we owe every single day to our mothers, a special day to celebrate mom is Mother’s Day. She cares for us in the best possible manner each day.... I love you Mak.. and I always need you...

H.A.P.P.Y M.O.T.H.E.R.S D.A.Y.S

Family Holidays ............ (^_^)

Last February, 2010. My family and I went to Padang, Indonesia.We went there for 4 days 3 nights . It was my first trip to Indonesia and it was a totally awesome trip. The air was so much nicer, relaxing and the environment are more eco-friendly.Time at Padang was about an hour earlier.The earthquake at Padang really scared us and we almost cancelled our trip.After about a months of dilemma, whether to go or not to... Finally we made up our mind to continue with our plan..

DAY 1

My flight was from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia to Padang, Indonesia. We got to get up at 4 am..We should be there before 5 a.m..ngantok ohhh...we got to be at LCCT around 5 am...by 4.30 i called him to make sure that he already in his way to the airport..Ringgg...ringggg....'Abg dah bangun? Lin dah otw tau.' He replied...'Hurmmm Abg baru bangun....' (-_-") HEHEHE..... He's going to be late!! hahaha....aiyok...
bila i call dia baru bangun...dup dap..dup dap.. i was very worried...finally ..his arrived at 5.30 am. Its ok, cuma risau2 je...huu... Our flight duration to padang airport was about an hour...

At the LCCT--->










Having touched down at Minangkabau International airport,
we are greeted by the fellow from the Bukit Tinggi travel agency....The trip starts straight away from there. No time wasted.Our very first location we went to

---> Padang pretty beaches we stopped at here just for 15 -20 minutes.






A long the way dlm bus kat Padang...we can see all the 'kerosakan' because of an earthquake hit Padang --->



Stopped by to have our luch--->





*Then from Padang we went to ----> Bukittinggi in West Sumatra..we continued our journey to Lembah Anai Air Mancur waterfalls. About 1 hour from the airport. The waterfall is just besides the main road, cool. The bus stopped about 20 minutes and I’ve taken a few snaps.The surroundings of the Anai Valley are magnificent. The dense tropical forest all around is most impressive and is a nature reserve. River Anai - crystal clear water. Just on the side of the road is a 40 m high waterfall.

--->*Anai Valley*











Next stop, Bukit Tinggi town. Well, not yet lar..heehe After an hour or so, we stopped at a Boutique area of Bukit Tinggi town. This is the very first glimpse of what shopping heaven to come. Heaven to the all the aunties yang join our trip tuh...=p Heck my mom and sister were also influenced and bought a few items. Finished few a million rupiah @ RM2++ duit malaysia in 10 minutes time. There was a lot kind of wardrobes there and it was very cheap (considering for Malaysia status). There was “Baju Kebaya” meleleh air liur tgk...cantik2... ada gak “Baju Batek”, “Kain Batek”, “Baju sulam” "kain pelekat" and lots more. High quality, hand made and cheap. Well for the aunties, I think they want to sleep there...Our next trip to..

----> On our way continued the journey to Pusat Dokumentasi Dan Informasi Kebudayaan Minangkabau Padang Panjang....






----> Here, my sister and I mengada2 nak cuba pakaian perkahwinan orang Minang...murah je...gagaga~ around 15 ribu Rupiah...=p



Our last destination...check in Hotel...--->


En Nua penat trus tumbang...Our first day start 5 am MAlaysia ---> 6pm Indonesia ....Around 8.00pm Indonesia...kitaorg kena berkumpul balik untuk dinner...

---> Went for dinner




Lepas balik mkn mlm...

En Nua dah penat sgt la nih...hahaha...we all semua pon penat....so its Tido Time...ZZZZzzzzz.....!!



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DAY 2

Haiyok...Last night was amazing...hehe..tido nyenyak..tp dlm kul 3.00a.m tersedar.. sejuk mcm dlm peti ice..then pg2 buta baru we all perasan mlm smlm tido lampu terbuka...hahhaha....nmpk sgt smua org lupa tutup lampu trus sbb baring2 tertido....Around 7 am, we get ready for breakfast...

---> Breakfast...nyummy...



---> Ready to continue our journey..



Located 930 meters above sea level, Bukittinggi, formerly named Fort De Cock by the Dutch, has a cool climate and is surrounded by three volcanoes: Tandikat, Singgalang and Merapi. In the outskirts of Ngarai Sianok town, a canyon that separate Bukittinggi from Gadang City, 12 km away overland. Gadang City is renowned for its fine silver filigree and hand embroidery.
---> After having breakfast our next trip was to Ngarai Sianok...Going up hill and going down hill again to Bukit Tinggi town. It was a dizzy trip...






---> Our next journey to Lake Maninjau*
about 40 km from Bukittinggi, Indonesia, is one most beautiful spots in west Sumatra. The path to the Lake is impressive in itself, with 44 hairpin bends that afford spectacular views over the lake.






---> Silverwork*
Kota Gadang, lying about eight kilometers from Bukittinggi, Indonesia, is famous for it crafts, such as silwerware, and shawls.








---> Mr Tido...

Then we stopped by at the Jam Gadang & Pasar Atas.....The heart of the highlands, Bukittinggi is a two-hours drives through beautiful of Anai valley countryside and up to the Agam Plateau. A center of attraction is the town's clock tower, topped with a horn- shaped roof and referred to by the people as Jam Gadang. It overlooks the market square and the city's magnificent surroundings.
shopping heaven...hehe...masa kat sini...En nua sibuk mencari pelbagai jenis rokok berperisa...n mencari bateri camera yg asyik kehabisan nih...huhu

---->Pasar atas n jam gadang...






---> Get ready for our dinner



---> After dinner...tgk movie hantu...huuhu....


It was a great day of full scenenary and shopping trip...what an amazing days for us....

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DAY 3
On day 3....after having breakfast....we went to Sulaman HjJ Rosmah...tempat baju2 disulam....its a popular boutique kat sana....rambang mata tgk semua baju kebaya...huhu~



















Next...we were going to 'Kolam ikan sakti' ....mcm ala2 cerita dongeng....huhu

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---> photo masa kat kedai jual brg2 handcraft....tp we all sibuk bergambar je...xmembeli pon....







--->Photo at Istana pagar ruyung~







--->On our way balik hotel...sempat singgah boutique sulaman lagi...hehe...makcik2 semua excited la...kami berdua agak bosan...ape yg best asyik dpt minum air botol free perasa pelik2...hahaha~




---> *Lobang Jepang* patut nye mjadi our next destination...tp nak maghrib dah...so tourist guide kata elok la balik hotel...takut dinner nati xsempat...so trus balik hotel.... kitaorg xsempat g sini dah petang...so lalu je...

Before otw balik hotel...bus ada stop kat Jam Gadang & PAsar Atas...SApe2 nak trun boleh...ada separuh balik hotel trus...so...Nua kata jom trun habis kan duit..gaga~ tourist guide turunkan separuh or yg nk jalan2 kat pasar ats...my family semua balik hotel...tp nua ajak stay kat pasar tu jln2 dulu....dia belanja a few things for me...sweet of him...=) he's bought me
* a cool t-shirt...
* couple rings ----> ada tulis "Nua & Lin" for each one of us
* couple rantai ---> his wear rantaii that had wrote my name...and i wear rantai nama dia...COOL....thanks syg......

Lepas tu..balik ke hotel.....bila balik...kena balik sendiri ke hotel...Nua nak sgt naik keta kuda...so sy pon amat teruja..hihi....romantic rase...
--->Photo naik keta kuda....En Nua beriya2 nak naik...sy pon teruja...hehehe...
....nati la upload...xlarat nk upload arini...heee

---> After having dinner...aktivity bebas...coz ni last nite kat sini....so my mom n my sibling decide jln2.....dorang bli barang lama sgt...adoi...so...nua ajak jln2 jap kat area2 situ...that nite ada band main music tepi jln sambil nyanyi...impress gak la dorang nye 'persembahan'...tepi jln je kot...kitaorg tepacak kat situ lama...heee.....baru sedar dah lwt mlm...so kena balik hotel..... mlm terakhir mcm sweet moment...jln2 ngan dia...:)




---> Balik hotel..haiyok...tgk my mom n sis duduk luar pntu...i tnye napa xmsuk..HEHEHE kunci hotel kat kitaorg mcm ne dorang nk masuk...cian dorang...sorry ye...heee...

Time to bed now....nite!!!


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DAY 4
Airport....its time utk balik KL....=)








Really2 sweet moment for all of us... =)