Your Life : Your Choice ?

Here the things, I try to jot down all my 'impian' yg disimpan since I was in high school...nak tengok mana yang tercapai mana yang otw nak dicapai..hehehe..i come to a conclusion..with a question..heee~ was i do the right thing, or doing things right in my life...(terms business terkeluar lagi..kekeke~ biarkan... ) Life is about making a choice. It is all about making a good choice..and choice suppose to be giving us or for having a freedom to pick one thing than another...

I find myself typically making choice in my life base on :

• "Shoulds" : doing what I believe I should do..
• Pleasing others : doing what others want or expect me to do..coz i believe that's for my own benefit
  
• Fear : choosing the safe route for fear of doing something different..
• Habit and reaction : I don't even think about what am I doing--I've always done it this way..
  
• Desire : choosing something you want..
• Need : responding to deeper desires.
• Authenticity : know who I am and what I stand for.

Tapi, ada aku kesah? hahaha~ xkesah la my choice base on what...yang penting decision tuh made me happy...;)



Okayh~ sekarang nak list kan my to-do-list...xkira short term / long term nyer...dah sekali kan dah ....;) stakat nih...ini jer terpikir.. macam biasa... I love to plan and jotdown my plan..hehe~ bagi clear sket.. tercapai atau x...lain cerita okayh! heee...okayh..here the things:


TO-DO-LIST :

1. Gain weight - bukan la nak badan macam Megan Fox, Jessica Alba or Scarlett Johansson tuh...tapi nk la put some weight sket...haaaa....bukan x boleh put on weight, tapi usaha tuh....cepat sangat putus asa...baru sebulan dua dah give up..dari zaman sekolah pon macam nih...tapi sekarang dah ada yang menyokong..moral support from Mr Nua Okhairu..:) and financially pon dah makin okayh ~

2. Pimple - haaa...ini pon lagi satu...dah macam musuh negara...belia benci pimple..! hahaha~ mesti beli my 'secret weapon' yang hampir habis tuh, untuk memerangi pimple nih...!

3. Hairstyle - (nih bukan masalah... tapi hati nih yang bermasalah...heehe~ kejap nak panjang sampai ke pinggang..kejap nak pendek atas bahu...kejap nak wavy xpon lurus...xpon colour.. memang minat ubah2 hairstyle..) actually I minat hairstyle long and wavy...kalau pendek suka layer paras bahu, Mr. Okhairu minat juga ;) ...sekarang I have short hair .. so xsabar menunggu proses dia memanjang...nak wat mcm2 style... ;)

4. Job - At the moment..saya penganggur tegar dirumah... heee~ haa... actually menunggu call dari office..I internship kat company tuh..my boss kata nak call dalam masa terdekat nih...tapi xda call lagi pon...mcm dah boring duduk rumah, xda source of income..hurmmm

5. Shopping - haa...ada ke ini pon termasuk dlm to-do-list? hahaha...yer...sangat penting..=p masa dah pegang duit sendiri nati mesti la kita membeli barang2 yang selama nih kita nak ( xsampai hati minta kat parents) kalau nak di list kan...penat tangan type nih...hehehe...so jot down kat dalam 'otak' je.... ;)

5. Car - banyak my friends dah pakai kereta masa sekolah and kat U lagi dah...I dah di kira tertinggal jauh ber-kilometer jauh nye...Tapi.. Percaya atau tidak...saya tidak la se-exited kwn2 lain untuk ada kereta..so buat ape nak ada lisence kan...heee~ so driving lisence pon xda,ingat lagi masa amik L pon sbb kakak n adik paksa2...siap dorang yang bawak I pegi daftar amik lisence.. umur dah 22 kot..mmg patut kot my sibling paksa I..but I know..oneday..I must have my driving lisence and my own car..reason why? Its a necessity. Full stop. So saya juga ada impian pasal kereta...I want to buy my very first own car...dengan duit sendiri..bluwekkk~ konon nye...hahaha..hmmm, kalau leh 'paw' abah duit downpayment pon okayh kot..heeehe~ tengok lah macam mane..tapi lagi suka downpayment pon saya bayar sendiri, sbb berat mulut nak minta dari parent...monthly plak mmg dah jadi my accountability lar.. Kereta ape? Bila? Wahhh~ semua itu tahun depan la saya boleh jawab.. =p

6. Master Degree - Bila plak nih? haa...I have no idea..may be..it just maybe..paling awal next year la kot...(paling lambat xtau la bila...kekekeke~ )..nak wat part time weekend...further dalam course ape pon xdecide lagi...kalau ada yang nak sponsor..woww..lagi seronok...kan..kan.. haihh..kalau x...guna duit sendiri la jawabnye... (-_-")





My Do It Right This Time List

1. Test JPJ : Yup...saya failed on the road baru2 nih...haishh~ (-_-") sekarang terpikir...bila dah start keja about 2-3 months nati baru la ambil balik driving test on the road tuh..sbb susah kot nak apply on leave nati...


Tajuk entry mcm x selari ngan isi kandungan...haaa. peduli la...mayb bukan ada yang baca pon kan.. (^_~)

xoxo
Love Lin